surprisingly, i'm feeling good about what i do. and i think things are getting better. i have to keep this up. i need to make something of myself. to turn myself into someone that my family would surely be proud of. i think i'm headed to the right direction. i almost gave up much too soon. but thanks to my mom, she made me go for it.
anyway, ryan and i are handling the new pattern pretty well. meaning, our usual daily / every-other-day togetherness has now been replaced by weekly bonding. at first, even thinking about it is depressing but now i guess i've gotten used to it. plus, we are able to save much more! :) although we splurge each time we see each other knowing that we haven't gone out the entire week, i guess it's more practical than our routine back when i didn't have work. despite all this, we haven't grown apart. we're still ryan and shane who share true love :)
on a different note, i really think kim bum is super cute. i didn't really go crazy over him while watching boys over flowers because i had my eyes on kim hyunjoong. but seeing him on tv here in manila made me think, "damn, he's cute!" while others are going gaga over lee min ho, i remained loyal to ji hoo but now i'm quite torn because of kim bum's smile hahaha.
what the heck, he's just a kid. he's like just 20. hahaha. but maja is super lucky to have him as a partner for a commercial. i'll definitely watch out for that. when i was a kid, i used to be a super fan of boybands with all those cute/handsome guys. now that i'm 22, i can't believe i haven't changed a bit. well, i'm no longer a fan of those that i used to like. my current eye candies would have to be the guys from boys over flowers. hahaha. i kinda wish they all went to manila but i'm relieved they didn't send kim hyunjoong to be paired with maja. i would have died of jealousy. hahaha. ryan please don't get mad. they're cute, yes. but i love only you. hahahahaha. sobrang cheezy kuya ayan. anyway. i just had to write something otherwise i would have exploded with all these thoughts about the cute members of f4.
i feel like a loser now for everything that i've written here but who cares? hahaha it's really a great show. watch it and you'll see what i mean. hahahahaha. gotta go gotta go see yah :) wish me luck!
anyway, ryan and i are handling the new pattern pretty well. meaning, our usual daily / every-other-day togetherness has now been replaced by weekly bonding. at first, even thinking about it is depressing but now i guess i've gotten used to it. plus, we are able to save much more! :) although we splurge each time we see each other knowing that we haven't gone out the entire week, i guess it's more practical than our routine back when i didn't have work. despite all this, we haven't grown apart. we're still ryan and shane who share true love :)
on a different note, i really think kim bum is super cute. i didn't really go crazy over him while watching boys over flowers because i had my eyes on kim hyunjoong. but seeing him on tv here in manila made me think, "damn, he's cute!" while others are going gaga over lee min ho, i remained loyal to ji hoo but now i'm quite torn because of kim bum's smile hahaha.
what the heck, he's just a kid. he's like just 20. hahaha. but maja is super lucky to have him as a partner for a commercial. i'll definitely watch out for that. when i was a kid, i used to be a super fan of boybands with all those cute/handsome guys. now that i'm 22, i can't believe i haven't changed a bit. well, i'm no longer a fan of those that i used to like. my current eye candies would have to be the guys from boys over flowers. hahaha. i kinda wish they all went to manila but i'm relieved they didn't send kim hyunjoong to be paired with maja. i would have died of jealousy. hahaha. ryan please don't get mad. they're cute, yes. but i love only you. hahahahaha. sobrang cheezy kuya ayan. anyway. i just had to write something otherwise i would have exploded with all these thoughts about the cute members of f4.
i feel like a loser now for everything that i've written here but who cares? hahaha it's really a great show. watch it and you'll see what i mean. hahahahaha. gotta go gotta go see yah :) wish me luck!
