Yes. You read right. I'm a madman. Extremely mad. But there's no one to blame. I can't even try to blame myself because it really wasn't my fault. It was supposed to work that way. It was supposed to be just fine. But what the??? Now everything is gone. Vanished. Never to return to me again.
What's worse is that now, I can't even use it. It's ruined. Maybe forever, if they don't get it fixed. I guess you are all mixed up right now. What the f... am I talking about? I don't care. I just want to release this madness I have inside because sooner or later I am going to explode.
Yes, I could blame myself for thinking of using it all of a sudden but I have the right to do so. I own it. I can use it whenever I want. It was supposed to work just fine. But it didn't. I'd have to return it, have it fixed if those people can. If not, then that's just another sum of money gone to waste.
Sigh. I want it all back. All those memories are now forever gone. I'd have to make new ones. Those that would attempt to recapture what I have lost tonight. Another long sigh... I don't know what to do. My day has just been totally ruined. What could make things worse than this?
Thanks for being my shock absorber for tonight. Til next time.
