Why do I always start a fight? Do I need so much attention? Maybe I start silly fights so that he would notice me. Oh, not just notice - for him to really know I'm there and that I need him. Hahaha. So childish of me. After all this, I still think I'm just very much into him for me to be totally dramatic. I couldn't stand more than 2days of not seeing him. It makes me feel like he's getting farther and farther by the minute. It's not like he's not keeping in touch. It's just that I feel totally awful without him. Awts.
Today, we were supposed to meet but it didn't happen because I had to do some stuff with the family. We've been apart for 3days already and it's killing me. The last time I've been away for 1day longer than this was when I left for Bangkok. I was supposed to enjoy the trip but I missed him so much and that made me really unhappy despite of all the shopping I made.
Love, love, love... Sometimes, in loving someone, I guess you get to a point where you can no longer hold anything back. Like you're gonna explode into pieces due to this overwhelming feeling. That you never wanna be away from the other person. When you're apart, you feel that there's a certain void, yearning to be attended to. Your hand feels weird not having his holding you. Awts.
This is getting to be oh so senti. Hehehe. Better stop now. And try again next time. Wahahaha. :)
PS: I am sorry for starting fights with you. Don't worry, it's just that I love you so much. Yihee! :)
