The WEIRD Dream About Rihanna

The other night, I dreamt about Rihanna and the horrible things that happened to her after the concert. Of course, it's just a dream. Nothing bad really happened to her - at least that's what I know. It's just that it all seemed real to me. While on stage, a bunch of men surrounded her. These men were Jinggoy Estrada and his best buddies. Grabe db? Of all people in the world, sila pa talaga umepal sa panaginip ko. Hahaha. And then they tied her up with a thick rope and lifted her really high while she was screaming for dear life. She was helpless. I could almost scream as loud as she did during my sleep.

She was then dropped and I was sure she was really hurt. She managed to untie herself and began running as fast as she could but there was this one man who continued chasing after her. I saw her clinging to some cold pipes - hurting her skin while the man was eager to get a hold of her. She ran through so many other obstacles including pigs and poops. Eew right? She was so scared and kept looking back. I wish I could help her but everything I could do was to watch her fall prey to this scary man.

Suddenly, a hero came along and got a hold of her. He seemed like a giant - lifted her up and brought her back to her people. I don't know what this dream means but I was totally terrified for her. I could feel my heart pounding so hard, wishing for her to be safe. I woke up and realized it was all just a dream. Another sigh of relief. Hehehe. :)

Wild dream huh? :)

Til my next unexpected dream. ;)

PS: I wonder where Chris Brown was. Hahahaha!!! Having him there could have been so much better. Hahahaha. ;)

Hate Letter

To YOU,

I am enraged and would wish for you to die a horrible death right now, but I'm not that nice. I wouldn't want you to just die and get over all the unfairness that this world has to offer. So I'm wishing that you suffer all the tortious efforts of the evil - although it's obvious you're evil yourself. I cannot believe all the things you say and do. How could one person impose all that on another human being? You put on a mask to show everyone you're nice but apparently all you could ever be is a hypocritic SOB.

I never thought I could be this angry at another person. But you somehow made it so impossible for me to resist. You fooled me into believing that you were nice. But oh no... you're definitely not. I can be the nicest girl in the world but if one person did things to me like the way you did... well you're gonna wish you were never born. Because everyday of the rest of my existence, I'm gonna make sure you get what you deserve.

You're so pathetic - trying to ruin other people just so you could look highly of yourself. That's disgusting. And to cause harm to someone whom you think can never fight back is even way more ridiculous. How could you sleep at night??? How could you even look other people straight in the eye with your fake smile???

HOW COULD YOU??? JUST GO TO HELL AND LEAVE OTHER PEOPLE ALONE.

Twilight!!! *kilig*

Omg!!! I remember my friend Oan telling me that this book was awesome. And she would start giggling in anticipation of its movie. I couldn't help but wonder why she is spending so much time reading non-school related books when in fact, she is a law student who needs all the time in the world to finish all the readings required. So I thought to myself, she won't be sacrificing even the slightest bit of time she has on her hands if this wasn't worth her oh so precious time. She even asked me once to find her an audio book of the Twilight Saga at Ruins. Unfortunately, I didn't find any. And I guess it's so much better to read the book itself than to listen to the voice of someone else reading it for you. It somehow distorts your own imagination because the story is being influenced by the voice behind it rather than your own eyes picturing every scene as you read through the lines.

Ryan bought me the 4th book for our 9th monthsary simply because the first book was out of stock. But for our 10th month, the first book was made available once again. :) As soon as I got home, I started reading the book until I felt I needed some rest. I woke up the next day and read it again to the finish. All I can say is that... I am in love with Edward Cullen!!! Hahaha. Of course, I'm loyal to Ryan. Hehehehe. :) Seriously, he's so perfect. Apparently, there's nothing more a girl could ask for. Lucky Bella.

I cheated, you know. I read some spoilers off the internet and found out they were gonna get married and have a baby girl and that Bella will eventually be just like them - The Cullens. Well, Oan told me that most people she knew said that they didn't like the things that transpired in the other books. However, knowing that the ending would leave Edward and Bella together with their child is more than good enough for me. At least they got their fairytale's happy ending.

Anyway, I can't wait for the movie!!! I'm gonna watch it on its opening day. :) Cheers!!!

Sigh of Relief

whew! i think the sacrifice will not be for long. rather than bearing a worse consequence, i decided to just do it. i know it will not be easy for me. having more people to adjust to, those who know that i'm leaving soon... i can imagine myself running past them, trying to avoid them to have even the slightest glimpse of my shadow. hahaha. exagg!!! i can't look them in the eye without being embarrassed. but who cares? i have to go. i'm doing this for myself and i shouldn't be apologizing for that, right?

it'll be a long 30-day period i guess. but that's so much better than having to pay PXX,XXX!!! i'm like, "WTF??? WHERE ON EARTH AM I GONNA GET THAT???" hahaha. so now, i'd have to suffer for 30 days more. sacrifice starts on monday. i'm glad they accepted my change of plans. i feel bad for doing this but i just have to. i'm left with no other choice but to go straight ahead. after all, the finish line is just a month a way. wee!!! let the good times roll in january... new year, new start, new-found happiness i guess... cheers!!! :)

Riri and CB's Concert

Imagine standing outside, all lined up even before 5pm just to make sure we get a nice spot. Over 3 hours of waiting before the show started. Good thing they were on time. Cheers! People were full of so much energy when Chris performed but when it came to Rihanna's turn, people were less enthusiastic, probably because there had been almost one hour interval from Chris' performance since they had to set up the stage for Rihanna. People were restless, suddenly we were amazed by the fireworks display. I guess they put on that show just so people won't get bored while waiting for Riri.

I felt bad for Rihanna because she mentioned that she didn't expect the crowd of 70,000 people to be that quiet. I think she heard everyone screaming for Chris while she was backstage and now that it's her turn, people were like "okay".

She was great though. I don't get why the people standing next to me kept saying her performance was boring them out. I love her songs but I noticed most people did not know much of her songs. I have her albums and I sing her songs a lot. Hehehehe.

I feel sorry for her because I know she was trying her best to please the crowd but the people from my side were so harsh, saying nasty things about her. Good thing we were all the way at the back so Riri won't hear all their unnecessary side comments.

Anyway, I love Chris Brown!!! He's an excellent dancer. I want a repeat!!! Wahahaha, but I hope next time they choose Araneta instead. I hate the open field!!!

Hahahaha. That's it. I'll add more details soon. Right now, I'm sick, I have to rest. *Wink*

another mistake has been made

yeah yeah yeah

i did it one more time...

decided to walk along this path only to find out that i took yet another wrong turn...

now, i'm scared to go back, not knowing if i'll ever make it out of here alive.

so wounded. so emotionally unstable... all shaken up

what am i supposed to do?

i have to go back and start from square one.

i have to be right this time.

i just have to... can't waste any more time.

i'm holding on to dear life.

one more mistake and i'm done. seriously.

I won an Ipod Shuffle!!! :)

By playing basketball on Jobstreet, I won one and it's purple and so cute. I didn't actually play for the prize. In fact, I didn't even know it was a contest. Haha. I just wanted to play the game since it was sponsored by Accenture. :)

Wednesday morning, I received a call saying that I won. Wahahaha!!!

However, I dropped it at the parking lot this evening, I'm glad it's still working perfectly though it now has some minor scratches. Awts. Just a day old but already wounded. Wahahaha!!!

That's it. Just wanted to share. :)