I said I wanted my freedom.
But I never asked for whatever or whoever that holds me back to be taken away.
I said I wanted them to treat me like a young adult.
But I never thought I would cry like a baby on this fateful day.
I said I loved my family so much.
But I never thought my love for them was this deep.
I said I'm gonna be brave when the time comes.
But I never really was prepared for any of this.
I said I wouldn't have time to blog due to being busy doing a lot of things for tomorrow.
But I never realized how much it helps to release my tension through writing.
I said I love her and that I don't want her to suffer.
But I never said I'm gonna let go.
I will hold on to you Mama for as long as I could. So please hold me back and don't you ever let go.
