Hi. It's May 14 today and yesterday was my 21st bday. I woke up past 9am, if I remember it correctly. My family and I ate out. We certainly ate a lot. :) A great number of people remembered my bday and greeted me through calls and texts. It was such an amazing feeling knowing that a lot of people still care about another person's bday. Hahaha. :)
Anyway, last May 12, I got a new fone. It's a Samsung U700. But it meant giving up my dear Nokia 6300. We had to trade it in. It made me feel really sad because we've been through a lot together. I remember giving it to my brother only to take it back after a few weeks because I couldn't live without it. It's such a nice fone. I loved it, still do. I wish it would be sold to a person who would care for it as much as I do or even more. Aww. :(
I love my new fone. It's so stylish and elegant-looking. However, in terms of ease of use, I'd prefer my old fone. The 2.0MP camera of my Nokia 6300 is also great even if I were to compare it with my Samsung's 3.2 MP camera. Plus my Nokia had an FM radio unlike my Samsung. Aww. Sad. Okay, enough about fones. I'm just really trying to air out my sentiments regarding my fones.
Okay, back to my bday. Ryan came to my house. It was nice having him around although we got into a dramatic scene before he went home. We talked about it through midnight. It had been some serious talk. I was telling him that we keep talking but there's no substance. He thought that I was becoming bored of him but that isn't true. I love being with him. I just thought that maybe we should start to spice things up.
I don't know. I couldn't even figure out exactly what I want to happen. I just wanted to reassure him that my feelings haven't changed. I love him still. And last night, he told me so many things about how he felt and it really opened up my eyes to the reality that I have been blessed with a really great guy and I should be grateful for having him in my life.
Being 21 means that I should start acting maturely. I should stop being selfish and try to look into the future as what Ryan would always tell me. I used to say that we must live one day at a time but now I guess I have to prepare for the many days after today. I just have to because I know my future would be even more beautiful if it is planned with Ryan. Aww.
From fones to bday to love and future. That's what blogging is all about. Hahaha. :) I'm leaving on Friday. Will blog about it once I get back. See ya!
