whew! i think the sacrifice will not be for long. rather than bearing a worse consequence, i decided to just do it. i know it will not be easy for me. having more people to adjust to, those who know that i'm leaving soon... i can imagine myself running past them, trying to avoid them to have even the slightest glimpse of my shadow. hahaha. exagg!!! i can't look them in the eye without being embarrassed. but who cares? i have to go. i'm doing this for myself and i shouldn't be apologizing for that, right?
it'll be a long 30-day period i guess. but that's so much better than having to pay PXX,XXX!!! i'm like, "WTF??? WHERE ON EARTH AM I GONNA GET THAT???" hahaha. so now, i'd have to suffer for 30 days more. sacrifice starts on monday. i'm glad they accepted my change of plans. i feel bad for doing this but i just have to. i'm left with no other choice but to go straight ahead. after all, the finish line is just a month a way. wee!!! let the good times roll in january... new year, new start, new-found happiness i guess... cheers!!! :)
