I never...

I said I wanted my freedom.

But I never asked for whatever or whoever that holds me back to be taken away.

I said I wanted them to treat me like a young adult.

But I never thought I would cry like a baby on this fateful day.

I said I loved my family so much.

But I never thought my love for them was this deep.

I said I'm gonna be brave when the time comes.

But I never really was prepared for any of this.

I said I wouldn't have time to blog due to being busy doing a lot of things for tomorrow.

But I never realized how much it helps to release my tension through writing.

I said I love her and that I don't want her to suffer.

But I never said I'm gonna let go.

I will hold on to you Mama for as long as I could. So please hold me back and don't you ever let go.