Boredom

Sigh... I know there are lots of things I could do but I just can't figure out which one to start. Hence, I'm just here, lying on my bed, wasting my time. I woke up past 11am, having no plans for the day and the rest of the week since Ryan and I agreed that we're going to see each other only after four days straight. We were together yesterday and we've planned to see each other on Saturday. Also, we are going for another swim this Sunday. This time, it's going to be with my relatives from the side of my father.

Also, I am now on my 4th day of dieting. It gets harder and harder each day. Ryan and I ate some great food yesterday and I especially adored the oreo cheesecake! Yummy! After that meal, I didn't eat for the rest of the day. Today I ate 2 bites of skyflakes, 3 small pcs of chocolates, and some soup. I guess that's enough to get me through the night. :) Tomorrow will even be a greater challenge. Sigh.

I didn't get anything done today. All I did was to use the computer the entire day. I need to get a life. I need to start soon but I don't know how. Maybe I'm just scared of failing again after all those times I've tried.