to y'all bitches who don't seem to treat me right, i've had enough. now y'all must get the treatment you deserve. i've been nice to y'all, still you treat me like shit. i smile all the time to encourage you to smile back but to no avail. this isn't high school. this is real life for christ's sake. damn. didn't you know it takes more muscles to frown than to smile? plus the fact that it's just plainly much more pleasant than bitching around. i just don't get it. y'all aren't even great yet. great ones are expected to have unreachable egos. but you? heck no. must i put you in the right place or shall you do it yourselves? humility gets you to places. admit your mistakes and don't dare to cover them up and rant about irrelevant shit just deviate from the main subject. i'm no hater, you are. i do not want to live through the day when i'll have to please you when it obviously makes me wanna vomit. trust me, i won't be there to save your ass. i'll just let you fall flat on your face to make you realize how a bad a person you've become. maybe then you'll wake up one morning and decide to fix your life. i, too, can wear pretty clothes, carry expensive bags, walk the walk and talk the talk. i don't even need to put that much make-up, and i'll be better off than you. so just quit it. - just some mad thoughts *peace*
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
today's recap
i woke up to ryan's call saying he's on his way. i was still so sleepy and wanted to rest for a few more minutes but i remembered i better harvest to maximize the time on farmville. i'm currently so addicted to it, now that i can see my farm growing hahaha. at first i didn't think i would like it, i remember kunie urging me to try out farmtown, but then i found farmville better. so that was what i did the moment i woke up. i turned on my pc and harvested then planted some more to be harvested when i get home after our happy date.
he got here in no time, i wasn't even ready yet. so he played with chusy while waiting for me. then we were off to lunch. he suggested we eat at charbroiled here in bf. so we ordered our usual fave stuff. then off to atc. we bumped into raisa and ula at the cinemas. they were going to see the ugly truth. i wanted to watch that movie too but due to time constraints, i decided not to. i was planning to go to the salon and i need an hour or two for that. most importantly, i wanted to do some endless window shopping. yes, just window shopping. i don't have much money so this is all i can do. torture myself even more by looking at the things i want to buy but can't at the moment. hahaha. poor shane...
anyway, we went to town for ryan's manga. they didn't have it at the fort so he wanted to check it out here. he was able to buy what he needed pero sayang kasi i din't have my discount card. next time i'm with him, i will never leave it at home. hahaha. sayang din kasi. hahahaha. here i go again, the kuripot me. then we looked at the new cellphones. omg. i badly wanted a new one. but i knew i had no choice. i had to save if i wanted to go to korea next year. yes, that's my ultimate short-term goal. korea. and bangkok take 3 on the side, just for shopping. hahaha. i need to save at least 5 grand each month in preparation for those trips. so i really don't think i would be able to buy a new cellphone for now.
as usual, ryan went to datablitz to check out "those games" while i checked out the price of a wireless keyboard and mouse. it was over my budget so i settled for the wired one. it's just for the tv anyway. i have a laptop but i wanted a separate keyboard to be used for my tv while playing my upsized farmville on our 32" and 40" lcd tvs. hahaha. the luxury of life. this is what i do during weekends. i download and watch tv series and facebook all day long. and if i have some time left, i would ask my mom to go to the mall with me during saturdays coz sundays are reserved for ryan hahaha.
then off to sm for the cellophane treatment. my hair didn't change much. it was still black with just a hint of some orangey thing. it was labeled tangerine and i was sorta scared that i might look like a clown after the treatment but it's as if nothing happened. my hair just felt softer and a bit shinier. still, i wanted some more color. so i plan to have my hair colored in decemeber. i do not mind spending some for things like these. but i really need to stick to my monthly budget if i want to get to korea.
we got home and ate pizza, played with chusy then ryan had to go. aww, til next weekend. overall, it was a fine day. i got to do the things that i planned for and i guess i'm ready for the work-week ahead. wish me luck! ;)
he got here in no time, i wasn't even ready yet. so he played with chusy while waiting for me. then we were off to lunch. he suggested we eat at charbroiled here in bf. so we ordered our usual fave stuff. then off to atc. we bumped into raisa and ula at the cinemas. they were going to see the ugly truth. i wanted to watch that movie too but due to time constraints, i decided not to. i was planning to go to the salon and i need an hour or two for that. most importantly, i wanted to do some endless window shopping. yes, just window shopping. i don't have much money so this is all i can do. torture myself even more by looking at the things i want to buy but can't at the moment. hahaha. poor shane...
anyway, we went to town for ryan's manga. they didn't have it at the fort so he wanted to check it out here. he was able to buy what he needed pero sayang kasi i din't have my discount card. next time i'm with him, i will never leave it at home. hahaha. sayang din kasi. hahahaha. here i go again, the kuripot me. then we looked at the new cellphones. omg. i badly wanted a new one. but i knew i had no choice. i had to save if i wanted to go to korea next year. yes, that's my ultimate short-term goal. korea. and bangkok take 3 on the side, just for shopping. hahaha. i need to save at least 5 grand each month in preparation for those trips. so i really don't think i would be able to buy a new cellphone for now.
as usual, ryan went to datablitz to check out "those games" while i checked out the price of a wireless keyboard and mouse. it was over my budget so i settled for the wired one. it's just for the tv anyway. i have a laptop but i wanted a separate keyboard to be used for my tv while playing my upsized farmville on our 32" and 40" lcd tvs. hahaha. the luxury of life. this is what i do during weekends. i download and watch tv series and facebook all day long. and if i have some time left, i would ask my mom to go to the mall with me during saturdays coz sundays are reserved for ryan hahaha.
then off to sm for the cellophane treatment. my hair didn't change much. it was still black with just a hint of some orangey thing. it was labeled tangerine and i was sorta scared that i might look like a clown after the treatment but it's as if nothing happened. my hair just felt softer and a bit shinier. still, i wanted some more color. so i plan to have my hair colored in decemeber. i do not mind spending some for things like these. but i really need to stick to my monthly budget if i want to get to korea.
we got home and ate pizza, played with chusy then ryan had to go. aww, til next weekend. overall, it was a fine day. i got to do the things that i planned for and i guess i'm ready for the work-week ahead. wish me luck! ;)
Saturday, October 3, 2009
what's up
surprisingly, i'm feeling good about what i do. and i think things are getting better. i have to keep this up. i need to make something of myself. to turn myself into someone that my family would surely be proud of. i think i'm headed to the right direction. i almost gave up much too soon. but thanks to my mom, she made me go for it.
anyway, ryan and i are handling the new pattern pretty well. meaning, our usual daily / every-other-day togetherness has now been replaced by weekly bonding. at first, even thinking about it is depressing but now i guess i've gotten used to it. plus, we are able to save much more! :) although we splurge each time we see each other knowing that we haven't gone out the entire week, i guess it's more practical than our routine back when i didn't have work. despite all this, we haven't grown apart. we're still ryan and shane who share true love :)
on a different note, i really think kim bum is super cute. i didn't really go crazy over him while watching boys over flowers because i had my eyes on kim hyunjoong. but seeing him on tv here in manila made me think, "damn, he's cute!" while others are going gaga over lee min ho, i remained loyal to ji hoo but now i'm quite torn because of kim bum's smile hahaha.
what the heck, he's just a kid. he's like just 20. hahaha. but maja is super lucky to have him as a partner for a commercial. i'll definitely watch out for that. when i was a kid, i used to be a super fan of boybands with all those cute/handsome guys. now that i'm 22, i can't believe i haven't changed a bit. well, i'm no longer a fan of those that i used to like. my current eye candies would have to be the guys from boys over flowers. hahaha. i kinda wish they all went to manila but i'm relieved they didn't send kim hyunjoong to be paired with maja. i would have died of jealousy. hahaha. ryan please don't get mad. they're cute, yes. but i love only you. hahahahaha. sobrang cheezy kuya ayan. anyway. i just had to write something otherwise i would have exploded with all these thoughts about the cute members of f4.
i feel like a loser now for everything that i've written here but who cares? hahaha it's really a great show. watch it and you'll see what i mean. hahahahaha. gotta go gotta go see yah :) wish me luck!
anyway, ryan and i are handling the new pattern pretty well. meaning, our usual daily / every-other-day togetherness has now been replaced by weekly bonding. at first, even thinking about it is depressing but now i guess i've gotten used to it. plus, we are able to save much more! :) although we splurge each time we see each other knowing that we haven't gone out the entire week, i guess it's more practical than our routine back when i didn't have work. despite all this, we haven't grown apart. we're still ryan and shane who share true love :)
on a different note, i really think kim bum is super cute. i didn't really go crazy over him while watching boys over flowers because i had my eyes on kim hyunjoong. but seeing him on tv here in manila made me think, "damn, he's cute!" while others are going gaga over lee min ho, i remained loyal to ji hoo but now i'm quite torn because of kim bum's smile hahaha.
what the heck, he's just a kid. he's like just 20. hahaha. but maja is super lucky to have him as a partner for a commercial. i'll definitely watch out for that. when i was a kid, i used to be a super fan of boybands with all those cute/handsome guys. now that i'm 22, i can't believe i haven't changed a bit. well, i'm no longer a fan of those that i used to like. my current eye candies would have to be the guys from boys over flowers. hahaha. i kinda wish they all went to manila but i'm relieved they didn't send kim hyunjoong to be paired with maja. i would have died of jealousy. hahaha. ryan please don't get mad. they're cute, yes. but i love only you. hahahahaha. sobrang cheezy kuya ayan. anyway. i just had to write something otherwise i would have exploded with all these thoughts about the cute members of f4.
i feel like a loser now for everything that i've written here but who cares? hahaha it's really a great show. watch it and you'll see what i mean. hahahahaha. gotta go gotta go see yah :) wish me luck!
Monday, September 21, 2009
to prevent ants from...
a few days ago, i found ants crawling in and out of my laptop. i had no idea where they came from. maybe they got in there because i left my laptop open. i was clueless. i seldom eat or drink near my laptop and i placed it nowhere near anything that could attract ants. for like two days, i waited for the last ant to get out. i searched the internet and found out that ants in laptops are actually experienced by a lot of other individuals. so i looked for some advice on what they did to get rid of them.
some said to bring it to a service center and have it cleaned thoroughly, meaning, disassembling the whole thing. i wasn't really planning to do that until the second day when i found some of them still in there. i read some wise advice. to put sugar beside the laptop so that ants would crawl out and go directly to the sugar. i've killed a lot of them and after the sugar thing, 3 big ones got out. i'm guessing one of them was their queen. i read that if you take the queen down, the rest will follow. haha. after that, i didn't see any other ant. ;) what a relief! i searched for laptop sleeves over the net to protect my laptop from ants and other insects, or from dust. i went to the mall and found out that they were overly priced. so i went to cdr king knowing they sell cheap stuff (the ones they're selling are priced at P180) but they didn't have one that fits my laptop in the design and color that i want. so i went to the department store and i found the one. hehe.
i took a picture of it. it's cute and affordable at P249.75 compared to the others which ranged from P600-P2,000 up. my laptop came with a bag but it's too bulky and i don't really wanna put it in there each day and take it out time again since i use it a lot. so i really wanted a sleeve. i'm so glad i found one. ;) it was a tiring search but was worth my patience, and my mom's. ;) cheers!
some said to bring it to a service center and have it cleaned thoroughly, meaning, disassembling the whole thing. i wasn't really planning to do that until the second day when i found some of them still in there. i read some wise advice. to put sugar beside the laptop so that ants would crawl out and go directly to the sugar. i've killed a lot of them and after the sugar thing, 3 big ones got out. i'm guessing one of them was their queen. i read that if you take the queen down, the rest will follow. haha. after that, i didn't see any other ant. ;) what a relief! i searched for laptop sleeves over the net to protect my laptop from ants and other insects, or from dust. i went to the mall and found out that they were overly priced. so i went to cdr king knowing they sell cheap stuff (the ones they're selling are priced at P180) but they didn't have one that fits my laptop in the design and color that i want. so i went to the department store and i found the one. hehe.
i took a picture of it. it's cute and affordable at P249.75 compared to the others which ranged from P600-P2,000 up. my laptop came with a bag but it's too bulky and i don't really wanna put it in there each day and take it out time again since i use it a lot. so i really wanted a sleeve. i'm so glad i found one. ;) it was a tiring search but was worth my patience, and my mom's. ;) cheers!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
sick but still hot
kim hyun joong - the hottest sick man *wink*
having H1N1, you can't expect someone to look so hot
having H1N1, you can't expect someone to look so hot
What If? - posted last June 7, 2009
what if someone you thought you knew turned out to be a totally different person?
would you be able to accept it?
what if you found out that that person ruined the very foundation of you entire well-being?
would you be able to forgive?
what if your existence depends on that person?
would you have kept even the slightest bit of gratitude?
what if that person just didn't have any choice?
would you at least try to understand?
what if you're uncertain as to the best answers?
would you have done nothing?
what if all you could ever do is cry and feel sorry for yourself?
would you pretend everything is totally fine?
what if you decide to just move on with life as if nothing's wrong?
would you have peace of mind?
what if you never had this person in your life?
would life be not as miserable as it is now?
Congratulations, Kris!!! - posted last May 21, 2009
when matt was voted off, i told myself that i'm left with no other reason to continue watching the show. but i just had to be sure that danny never wins. hahaha. i know i'm being mean but i just don't think he's idol material. so i went ahead and supported kris while my mom chose adam. it's not like i'm no longer loyal to matt. i still think he's my american idol. however, let us not rob kris of his joyous victory. he seems to be such a really nice guy and i have absolutely no problem with him, hahaha, rose ann and i even woke up early to vote for him. kung alam ko lang na pwede pala mag-vote dito sa pinas for free edi sana noon ko pa binoto si matt hanggang dumugo daliri at tenga ko kaka dial at kaka tawag. aww. oh well, congrats, kris! and good luck matt. i hope you guys both come up with great albums. :) napa "aww" talaga ako when kris hugged his wife towards the end of the show. ang sweet. "sobrang cheezy!!!" hahahaha. :) yehey. good luck din kay adam. :) mukha naman sha mabait kahit na madami kabadingan chismis sa kanya. :) we'll be waiting for the next season. i hope manalo naman yung pambato ko next time. :)
Kris' shocked face, can't believe he won. :)
The cutest and sweetest gift I've ever heard of.
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