If I Were A Boy

i really love this song. when i first saw it on tv last december, i noted it down for downloading. however i just didn't find the time to do so until today when we bought an ipod for adjie. i searched for its lyrics and i loved it even more. girls, read the lines carefully - the song would really make you wish you were a boy at some point. *wink*

If I Were A Boy lyrics

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

FREEDOM!!!

1: the quality or state of being free: as a: the absence of necessity, coercion, or constraint in choice or action b: liberation from slavery or restraint or from the power of another : independence c: the quality or state of being exempt or released usually from something onerous <freedom from care> d: ease , facility freedom> e: the quality of being frank, open, or outspoken freedom> f: improper familiarity g: boldness of conception or execution h: unrestricted use freedom of their home> 2 a: a political right b: franchise , privilege

GUESS WHAT... I AM FREAKIN' FREE!!! YEAH!!! I'm so happy. Now I can fly like these pretty butterflies!!!

Thank God for everything. I knew from the very beginning I will get what I deserved. Thank you so much. :) Now I can celebrate the holidays on a higher note. I luvet!!! However, I'm leaving soon and I'm gonna miss him. Aww. 8 long days without him. That will be our longest time apart. Huhuhuhu. We were never away from each other for anything longer than 4 days. Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu. It's so heartbreaking. But I know I'll see him soon enough. :) After all, we can spend more time together since I'm a free girl. Weeeee!!! Happy holidays!!!

Denny Duquette Jr. (I'm so glad he's back.)

Watching Grey's Anatomy did not feel the same without Denny in it. I was heartbroken seeing Izzie lying beside his lifeless body and that Alex had to carry her off the bed because she didn't want to let go.

Their love story felt so real - like it's not just a scene of some TV show we see everyday. It made so much sense - that it could happen in real life.

I knew why Izzie fell in love with Denny. They're just meant to be. Izzie was broken and Denny was there to put herself back together. But he died and left her with millions of dollars which she decided to donate to the clinic. She was a mess then but now he's back and she refuses to believe he's real. He keeps saying he's not going anywhere but Izzie has to try to grasp her real life. I dunno what's happening, why he's back, why he feels so real to Izzie. But I'm just glad they brought him back to the show.

I really love Jeffrey Dean Morgan, seeing him in the movie P.S. I Love You made me certain that he can really make viewers fall in love with any character he portrays. :)

Amazing

I can't believe I want nothing for Christmas. It just means I have everything I want and need in my life at the moment. :)

I'm just perfectly happy and I seriously hope this doesn't stop anytime soon.

I wish the same for all of you. :)

The WEIRD Dream About Rihanna

The other night, I dreamt about Rihanna and the horrible things that happened to her after the concert. Of course, it's just a dream. Nothing bad really happened to her - at least that's what I know. It's just that it all seemed real to me. While on stage, a bunch of men surrounded her. These men were Jinggoy Estrada and his best buddies. Grabe db? Of all people in the world, sila pa talaga umepal sa panaginip ko. Hahaha. And then they tied her up with a thick rope and lifted her really high while she was screaming for dear life. She was helpless. I could almost scream as loud as she did during my sleep.

She was then dropped and I was sure she was really hurt. She managed to untie herself and began running as fast as she could but there was this one man who continued chasing after her. I saw her clinging to some cold pipes - hurting her skin while the man was eager to get a hold of her. She ran through so many other obstacles including pigs and poops. Eew right? She was so scared and kept looking back. I wish I could help her but everything I could do was to watch her fall prey to this scary man.

Suddenly, a hero came along and got a hold of her. He seemed like a giant - lifted her up and brought her back to her people. I don't know what this dream means but I was totally terrified for her. I could feel my heart pounding so hard, wishing for her to be safe. I woke up and realized it was all just a dream. Another sigh of relief. Hehehe. :)

Wild dream huh? :)

Til my next unexpected dream. ;)

PS: I wonder where Chris Brown was. Hahahaha!!! Having him there could have been so much better. Hahahaha. ;)

Hate Letter

To YOU,

I am enraged and would wish for you to die a horrible death right now, but I'm not that nice. I wouldn't want you to just die and get over all the unfairness that this world has to offer. So I'm wishing that you suffer all the tortious efforts of the evil - although it's obvious you're evil yourself. I cannot believe all the things you say and do. How could one person impose all that on another human being? You put on a mask to show everyone you're nice but apparently all you could ever be is a hypocritic SOB.

I never thought I could be this angry at another person. But you somehow made it so impossible for me to resist. You fooled me into believing that you were nice. But oh no... you're definitely not. I can be the nicest girl in the world but if one person did things to me like the way you did... well you're gonna wish you were never born. Because everyday of the rest of my existence, I'm gonna make sure you get what you deserve.

You're so pathetic - trying to ruin other people just so you could look highly of yourself. That's disgusting. And to cause harm to someone whom you think can never fight back is even way more ridiculous. How could you sleep at night??? How could you even look other people straight in the eye with your fake smile???

HOW COULD YOU??? JUST GO TO HELL AND LEAVE OTHER PEOPLE ALONE.

Twilight!!! *kilig*

Omg!!! I remember my friend Oan telling me that this book was awesome. And she would start giggling in anticipation of its movie. I couldn't help but wonder why she is spending so much time reading non-school related books when in fact, she is a law student who needs all the time in the world to finish all the readings required. So I thought to myself, she won't be sacrificing even the slightest bit of time she has on her hands if this wasn't worth her oh so precious time. She even asked me once to find her an audio book of the Twilight Saga at Ruins. Unfortunately, I didn't find any. And I guess it's so much better to read the book itself than to listen to the voice of someone else reading it for you. It somehow distorts your own imagination because the story is being influenced by the voice behind it rather than your own eyes picturing every scene as you read through the lines.

Ryan bought me the 4th book for our 9th monthsary simply because the first book was out of stock. But for our 10th month, the first book was made available once again. :) As soon as I got home, I started reading the book until I felt I needed some rest. I woke up the next day and read it again to the finish. All I can say is that... I am in love with Edward Cullen!!! Hahaha. Of course, I'm loyal to Ryan. Hehehehe. :) Seriously, he's so perfect. Apparently, there's nothing more a girl could ask for. Lucky Bella.

I cheated, you know. I read some spoilers off the internet and found out they were gonna get married and have a baby girl and that Bella will eventually be just like them - The Cullens. Well, Oan told me that most people she knew said that they didn't like the things that transpired in the other books. However, knowing that the ending would leave Edward and Bella together with their child is more than good enough for me. At least they got their fairytale's happy ending.

Anyway, I can't wait for the movie!!! I'm gonna watch it on its opening day. :) Cheers!!!