I woke up today having a new-found optimism. I'm usually frustrated as to how things are going but today, I feel different. I managed to hold down a job for a year now and I feel relieved that I have finally proven to myself that I can do it. But there's more to that. Having done so made me realize that I could do whatever I want if I just put my heart into it and never give up. God gave us no limits as to what we can try to achieve. We are the ones who put up our own boundaries. Life isn't easy so we need to work harder and harder each time. I am happy now but I know I could be happier.
I wanna do a lot of other things. I wanna be an excellent photographer not really for the money but for the joy it brings when I capture some really precious moment of other people's lives. I wanna learn how to cook, because someday I'll have kids to feed. I wanna improve my music. I always thought it was a dead end but who knows? Hehehehe. I wanna start my own business. Something I could proudly call my own. I wanna be able to make my own decisions and be happy for the outcome or learn from all the consequences it may bring. I wanna lose weight. Yes, I am fat. Fatter than ever. I'm depressed for not being able to wear my clothes because they no longer fit me. But I'm not about to give them away just yet. I will try hard to get back in shape. I am a fighter and I will win this battle over gluttony. Hahaha. Wish me luck.
And most importantly, I wanna travel the world, see it for what it is and learn from all the experience. In order to do this, I must save, a whole lot. I've always wanted to be rich and famous but I guess I'm dropping the hope for fame now and concentrate on being wealthy instead. Hahaha. I do not wish for millions of money, I just want what's enough for me and my family so we can live a comfortable life just like how my parents did for all of us.
I could get angry at the world sometimes but that's not the point. The point is, I could never appreciate success if I was never put down. So thanks to y'all who've caused me pain and suffering. I feel better now in hopes of getting back at you someday. Peace!
I wanna do a lot of other things. I wanna be an excellent photographer not really for the money but for the joy it brings when I capture some really precious moment of other people's lives. I wanna learn how to cook, because someday I'll have kids to feed. I wanna improve my music. I always thought it was a dead end but who knows? Hehehehe. I wanna start my own business. Something I could proudly call my own. I wanna be able to make my own decisions and be happy for the outcome or learn from all the consequences it may bring. I wanna lose weight. Yes, I am fat. Fatter than ever. I'm depressed for not being able to wear my clothes because they no longer fit me. But I'm not about to give them away just yet. I will try hard to get back in shape. I am a fighter and I will win this battle over gluttony. Hahaha. Wish me luck.
And most importantly, I wanna travel the world, see it for what it is and learn from all the experience. In order to do this, I must save, a whole lot. I've always wanted to be rich and famous but I guess I'm dropping the hope for fame now and concentrate on being wealthy instead. Hahaha. I do not wish for millions of money, I just want what's enough for me and my family so we can live a comfortable life just like how my parents did for all of us.
I could get angry at the world sometimes but that's not the point. The point is, I could never appreciate success if I was never put down. So thanks to y'all who've caused me pain and suffering. I feel better now in hopes of getting back at you someday. Peace!
